Blog of Epicnessesess

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"i can sleep forever these days, cause in my dreams i see you again."

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“If your head tells you one thing and your heart tells you another, before you do anything, you should first decide whether you have a better head or a better heart.”

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“Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it’s over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love.”

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“I love him for his intelligence, his sensitivity, his courage. I love him wholly and unconditionally without reservation. I love him enough to take risks. I love him enough to sacrifice a friendship. I love him enough to accept my own happiness and use it, in turn, to make him happy back.”

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"somebody like you could really make things alright for me."

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“As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better: money, popularity, fame… we ignore what truly matters - the simple things: like friendship, family, love. The things we probably already had.”

- One Tree Hill

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“This was my choice, my decision. He was the closest thing I’d ever had to something, or someone, that mattered. But in the end, close didn’t count. You were either in, or you weren’t.”

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"we all want things of which we can’t have, yet we strive for it no matter what it takes. but in the end, you’ve got to ask yourself; is what you’re striving for worth all that you’re risking? i think all of us have heard or even said once that life is unfair, so the question is how would you think life is unfair? the fact that others have what you don’t makes the whole universe out of balance? life would only be fair if you would learn to be grateful for all you have; being able to live life everyday as if it were your last. comparing the possessions of your own to someone with obviously that has much greater value than what you have yourself won’t bring yourself to higher amount of possession nor wealth. in fact, it would create you to strive for more. the feeling of being unsatisfied. truth is, every one of us should be grateful that we are alive each day, to be able to see our loved ones. many people take this fact for granted, & because of that, they will never learn nor experience the fulfillment of life."

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"sing me to sleep, i’ll see you in my dreams, waiting to say, “i miss you. i’m so sorry."

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"there's a big fucking world out there, its messy and its chaotic and its never, never ever the thing you'd expect. it is okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole; when it comes to the people that really love you- there are people that need you."

- in the land of women.

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So what do you do when the person you love is the reason behind all you pain? When things aren’t the same anymore & you constantly see yourself striving to maintain a perfect relationship? When you no longer trust that person because their words continuously contradict their actions? Have you ever felt this unbearable pain in your chest, but think to yourself that the pain is worth it because in the end you are still with that person? Whenever they are out, you have a million of ideas just clustered in the back of your mind. You try your best to trust them, but for some reason you just can’t. You want them to do little sweet meaningful things, but yet they don’t. You find yourself so infatuated with this thing we call “love” that you isolate yourself from everyone & everything you once loved. But in the end, is it really worth all the trouble & sacrifice?

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"he finds another way to be
the highlight of my day. i’m taking
pictures in my mind so i can save
them for a rainy day. it’s hard to
make a conversation, when
he’s taking my breath away."

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“knowing that something will never

happen, doesn’t make you want it

any less.”

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“Sometimes, when you’re young, you think nothing can hurt you. It’s like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it’s not always that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you’re looking back instead of forward, you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you’re leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.”

- One Tree Hill

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“I won’t ever forgive you because you don’t deserve to feel better.

The person I was before you broke my heart would have forgiven you, but that person is gone.”

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“I told him I was afraid of falling… and he whispered, ‘I have wings’.”

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as you go through life, you’ll see there is so much more that we don’t understand and the only thing we really know is things don’t always go the way we planned.

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i miss talking to you everyday, staying up late for each other, and being able to tell you everything. i wonder if you still think about me, like i do. i wish you would just tell me how you feel.

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i’ve been running around for the past year with absolutely no direction. i didn’t know what i wanted. all i knew was that you were always there, always in my head, always under my skin

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forever is a long time, & time has a way of changing things. the littlest things make me laugh. it’s not hard to please me. i’m a free-spirit. i’m strong & determined. i love to look at the stars, i’m just a girl. & that’s all i wanna be."

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"its just one of those days when everything is completly wrong, and yet you dont even know why and its one of those day that when you just wish everyone would leave you alone and go away. yeah its one of those days when all you need is to be left alone, yet at the same time you wish someone out there would care."

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i don't care what people say. i believe in true love. i'll find him one day, i'll meet him and i won't have any doubt that he is the one.

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it’s upsetting to think that someone can, after so long, so many memories and so much love, just turn around and say, “sorry, i don’t love you anymore.” after everything they have gone through, it hurts to think about how somebody can change their mind on such a thing as their love for another. i can’t even begin to understand the reasons behind this. i know things change and nothing lasts, but i just can’t seem to comprehend how can a feeling change, just like that, in a blink of an eye? and it scares me, so much."

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When we’re just lying there talking everything out, the colleges we want to go to, the dreams we have, the guys we want, and just what’s to come - I realize that this moment isn’t going to last forever. We’re not little kids anymore, we can’t close our eyes and time will stop for us - we’re growing up. Thing will change and we’re going to have more laughs and cries but I don’t care because the only thing that gets me through almost everything is you guys being my best friends.You’re special to me and I believe we could be so much more. I want to know if we’d ever be amount to anything so I know that not everything’s just for nothing.

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"when the world is not enough, come back to me. when your dreams have lost their touch, come back to me. when you’re tired of chasing rainbows, that never do end and nothing in this world is good enough, just come back to me again."

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